My feelings scattered

My feelings are scattered
Too much that I'm on the edge of breaking
I'm lost
I can't think
and I can't comprehend
I just don't understand
why do I feel this way?
Is it something I forgot
Is it something bad
I don't know.
It dwells inside my head
Pulling out more thoughts
Making more of a mess
More feelings I can't handle.
I can't explain
but here I am
Making a fool of myself just trying
to make you understand .
I feel perfectly fine,
Except everything inside,
It's using force to drive me insane.
What is this feeling
I can't find
Or leave behind
I'm lost
But feel perfectly fine.