The tap of a finger,
the vibes of the trigger,
forms something great,
and personally much bigger.
So great to extend my spine,
from this choking vine,
can be all beautiful,
everything is fine.
I just wanted to give it a try.
I pulled you aside
just for
a small talk,
but dismissed
of course it was just
a small walk.
I tried to tell you
even though
you didn't want to hear,
"I love you more than anything
dear.
I'll miss you,"
(If I could),
"and I'll be okay."
(No I won't).
But go ahead,
keep walking cause you'll
find out tomorrow.
Don't dress in black
cause now you feel sorrow.
My love was choking
and my pain went numb,
I tried so hard to stop
who i've now become.
You'll call me later,
probably around ten.
And I'm only sitting there waiting,
but then,
I'm already bleeding while on the phone.
Wishing you would sleep,
cause I'm crying,
and just want to be alone.
I'm not talking,
just want to be alone.
My eyes have seen the light
for quiet some time,
and I'm starting to respond
starting to cross the line.
I might be out of hand
I might be insane,
but I just can't help it,
I am loving this pain.
