Just waiting

The day is gloomy with nothing to do i stare out the window wondering where are you.. I feel all alone, as if you were never here how do i take this burden off my shoulder ? I just want to cry, i just want to scream, but no one will hear me cause no one really cares... There are moments were im happy, and i cherish them those memories will always stay with me, because those were the days when life was easy.. Here i am today thinking about yesterday how you told me you loved me, and that if you could come see me you would. I wait for that day to arrive and i try to force a smile just so you know im not giving up! But deep down inside it hurts that i can't see your loving face until then i will be patient, and i write this to ease the pain...