HOW?
Tell me HOW DO I GET RID OF THESE FEELINGS!?
Someone tell me,
Because I am clueless.
I never thought I'd be feeling this way over you!!
But right now,
as much as it hurts,
I have to let you go.
Turn off my phone,
And Pray to God temptation doesn't get to me.
Because i may cry,
It may break my heart,
And destroy me completely all at once,
But at least I'll be a step closer in getting over you..
One step closer in getting you out of my head,
And officially out of my life.
Never out of my heart,
Thats impossibly difficult,
But at least being without you wont hurt as much.
At least the absence of your presence wont affect my every move,
And I wont miss you anymore.
I will burn your memory,
And hope the scar isn't big enough to show.
I will forget to remember your voice,
And your words that lost their meaning when you changed your ways.
I will accept that every piece of us is gone,
And my only choice is moving on.
I will not miss your touch or kiss,
I promise you this.
Someday I will look back and do nothing but smile,
Do nothing but thank God sincerely for our Once-Upon-A-Time-Love.
But right now,
All i can do is cry when i remember.
And fake my way out.
Because as much as I'll ever try,
You are a part of me,
And nothing I do can change that.
Love is bigger than both of us,
Our plan was for Ours to be bigger than anything could've been.
But it didn't go that way,
So all that's left is to move on.
Yes, it will hurt to think you're in the arms of someone else,
And it will hurt to think I have to be in someone else's that aren't yours,
And make new memories that will never mean as much as ours,
But the choice isn't ours.
So Good-bye,
Because letting you go will someday make you happy.
And at the end of the day,
That's all i want.
I love you.
