I wish I told you

I wanted you to know,
Just how I love you,
Just what you mean to me,
How much this is true.

I just wanted to tell you,
Your everything I need,
The life within my body,
You make my soul feel free.

I needed to say,
Please stay with me,
I can't be without you,
I didn't want you to leave.

I just couldn't let you know,
All these things I shouldve said,
But now its way too late,
I left it till your dead.

Now you will never see,
What I feel inside,
The reason I was who I am,
And the other me had to hide.

You were more than my best friend,
I loved you from the start,
The minute you took your last breath,
I felt it in my heart.

I felt the crushing of your lungs,
The fear that gripped you tight,
I felt the peace and tranquilty,
When you finally found the light.

You'll always be my angel,
Your my star up in the sky,
Ill be with you one day,
But for now I guess its goodbye.