Set me free

My vision fogged
and my head pounding
like its about to explode.

I'm light as a feather
awaiting to be whisked away
by the wind that comes
from far away.

I feel
a light hoodedness you may say
and my muscles weak
waiting for my body to give way.

My body
waiting to sleep
for eternity and
my soul to be set free.

I am calm
tired
weak
almost peaceful
but I feel thee anger
from down deep.

I try to stay occupied
reading my book
anything to keep my mind
from thinking of the pain,
staying away from the things
that make me angry
irritated
emotional
perhaps from my very own feelings
that I can't seem to grasp

Being annoyed
I drank some tea
thinking it would help
to even make the pain go away
to make me feel ok
to feel grounded and strong
but it doesn't seem to heal.

I am calm
tired
weak
almost peaceful
but I feel thee anger
from down deep

My head pounding
about to explode
and
my body
waiting to sleep
for eternity and
my soul to be set free.