Oh wow this is filled with so much sadness and that really captivated me. I think your words are really heartbreaking, but I'd recommend you to remove the hearts and sad faces because they might be distracting. Your words are strong enough to show how you feel.

I hope that you do not feel this way and if you do that things get better soon.

Ok ill remove them and yes i really do feel like that but i don't think things will get better cause Ive been feeling like this for a couple of mouths now