Winter soul

I don't know from where to begin,
Everything related to you is dear to me,
Your avatar,nickname(winter soul) are not the exception,
You are far away still you color my heart with your love,
You are the flower in my garden , red one,
Your thorn sometimes hurts me but I never let you know,
I smile,cry,become sad, happy just with your one word,
You have change the way it used to be,
I sometime feels proud that you are mine,
Now I see the world that u amplified with your beauty,
That hours talking to you seems just a minute ago,
You have shown me it's worth living,
I admitted that there is an angel but love dead only,
I withdrew my statement after being with u, u made me alive,
My life without you is like winter without snow,
Dear I never break your spirit of your soul,
It's safe in my heart vault,you have the key to it,
I'm your winter soul , freezes in your heart,
I regret that you couldn't be my first but promise you to make it to the end.

Note: Winter soul is her i.d.
I'm just the beginner .so, I'm sorry if I have mistaken somewhere as I don't have any idea of poetry. Thank you.