My confusion, my anger, my revenge

I'm tired,
Of confusion,
It has left me,
With too much questions.

Your lies getting bigger,
You say you still care,
It's like you stab me with a dagger,
Every time you stare.

Your little plan,
Now opens my eyes,
In your head it's just,
Me, myself and I.

You used me,
Congratulations,
Want a cookie?
I will give you one that tastes like confusion.

And then you'll see,
Exactly what I feel,
I'll steel your innocence,
It will be my revenge.

You wanted to get her?

Well look at her the actor,

The one that maybe likes you,

And for her destroying your friends is what you do.

So stop backstabbing,

One, you're not good at it,

Two, you're just stupid,

Three, you messed with the wrong person,

And four, again, you're just stupid.

Don't you see she is just playing with you,

Playing your feelings and emotions,

You'll get a taste of our own medicine,

I love that expression.

But go ahead,

You're losing your best friend,

You're losing you other friend,

And now you're losing me,

All because of her,

But she is only playing you,

It's not hard to see through.

Now I feel anger,
Running through my veins,
That's not a good thing for you,
Because then I will cause you pain.

You might think you're funny,
Or proud that you can be shady,
But you're just stupid,
Because you're far from that from what I see.

Now you're all proud,
Oh yes, I manipulated her!
But you shouldv'e known,
That in the end I would've won.

Now you're stuck with a enemy,
That's me,
It's not a good thing,
To have me on your bad side.

But now that I see your game,
I can create your biggest shame,
But I wont do it,
Since I know your weakness,
You're too curious.

You used me to get to the top,
The problem is the following,
I figured it out before you were done with me,
So now for your plan you are lonely.

But you did hurt me,
That I wont deny,
I will never tell you,
How you hurt me with your lies.

Now I'm just left confused,
Am I sad?
Am I lonely?
Am I angry?
Am I bad?

And you played with the word trust,
A word that for me is a must,
For that you will pay,
Because you knew it all the way.

So now I don't know who to trust,
Or if I should trust at all,
I don't know what I should do,
My brain is trying to think it through.

I don't know what to think,

What to say,

So the silent treatment it will be,

At least for the rest of the week.

I need someone to lead me in the right way,

I feel like I did everything wrong,

I just wanted someone to care,

And I thought I could stay strong.

But here I am,

Back with all the concerns,

I'm sorry to say you're the one to blame,

I'm back to everything burns.

Do you know what it's like,

To be throughout the whole day angry,

No you have no idea,

You the innocent and silly,

The one that makes everybody laugh,

But then turns around and manipulates you on your behalf.

Oh well,

I've learned,

It's my second time here,

So I guess I'm just waiting for the third one to,

Disappear.

All I asked for was a truthfully friend,

Not a liar,

Not a manipulator,

Not a sneaky,

Not a shady,

Not the friend you are.

Am I supposed to consider you as a friend?

Because obviously you're not here until the end,

And you use me,

And lie to me,

So my «friend»,

I will not pretend.

But thanks for the lies,

Thanks for hurting me,

Hey, it makes no difference in you life,

An you don't care about me.

So don't expect me to come back running,

You'll be deceived,

Actually believe,

So now you'll be the one hurting.

I'm tired of this game,

It makes no sens,

It wastes my life,

And I simply don't have the time.

So stop asking why I give you the silent treatment,

And just rearrange your life,

And be knkindo your friends,

Stop backstabbing them in front of her.