Not Good One

Let it out,
release the pain,
cry your eyes out,
scream out what you feel,
don't keep it in.

Its hitting me hard,
all at one,
with a power so forceful it takes
my breath away,
killing me inside,
slowing tearing me apart.

Hes having a baby,
shes only 16,
hilarious that his life is over,
but hurting,
since him & i were supposed to be that way,
not sure what to do,
tears fall from my eyes.

I hate him for this,
but he got his karma,
he killed me inside,
now his life his over,
i feel sorry for that child,
you're not gonna be around,
when he still loves me.

Should i cry,
should i laugh,
maybe a mixture of both,
I'm moving on,
you're screwed,
have a great life,
she will never compare to me,
I'm an adult,
shes a little girl.

-Not a good poem at all i know, but need to get it off my chest-