You know and I've told you a thousand times,
that I'm sorry.
I never meant to hurt you, ever.
You meant and mean a lot to me.
I tried to bring you up,
and you knocked me right down.
Where I belong,
sprawled dizzy on the floor.
Red hope wont air out my mistakes,
and words wont heal the wounds between.
It was I who messed up,
and we fell away...
self-destruction wont tear these gates apart,
and false hope wont show me how.
I couldn't have hurt this much on my own,
you know how,
you don't care.
But hey - thanks for the teamwork.
I miss you, and who you were.
I wish you knew how to listen,
understand, forgive, forget...
I wish you had the decency to move on and let me live,
to let it lie where it was, walk away without the pain.
