I met a beauty(part 2)

Speechless,expressionless she left me standing
then her sudden departure came to my understanding.
though it was never again like the past
but my heart urged me to persue her fast.
what if she turns down my intentions?
a blow it will be to my ego, and I'll be left with wounded emotions.

sure I'm not of her rejections,
but my pains will be my dejections.
perhaps I'll get a chance with her
openly my feelings to pour to her.
sharing to her my of her longings
and my wishes of her among my belongings.

this moment with her forever I'll cherish
lest feelings for her inside me perish.
back in my mind she came like a nightmare
getting in her life again I will dare.
all in all she had all the credentials
what I hold in my heart for her will never again be confidential.

life is full of contradictions
the one I once ignored is now the centre of my attentions.
maybe it was due to my raw and undecided mind
that I left her to be blown from me by wind.
you may say that she will play hard to get
but I aint ready to let go of this beauty I met.