Living on this planet I have found out many truths
understood many things before realizing I what right
but one thing I never understood is why my own family has to lie to me?
my whole life was basically a total lie
I was told to be abused physically,when I know it was only mentally
made to believe my father hated me,when my mother was the one who hated me;
I had a lot of problems figuring out the truth to this
felt like killing myself at times and just giving up too
but Im still here living life up and kicking...lol
my moms family is totally delusional ,caught up in their own lil. world
if you dont believe them they wont stop with the drama bringing
arrogance is one thing they know best though,its gonna be there dawn bringing
hypercrocrocy and crydicisms;
I understand that their lost within themselves
but dont understand why their mad at the ones they call blood and family?
I may not never know
only have an idea cause only they know...
I know my father loves me
but dont understand why hes trying to change me?
Life is short for bullshit and its better off enjoying the lil. things
rather then focusing on the past and hurting within all the time,
death is just around the corner atany moment
so rather then be arrogant,be sensable and enjoy life!
