Torment

Every time we meet I feel anger within
The constant reminder that I'm not good enough
I had you once yet you still torment me so
The never ending regrets, that I messed up

I try to restrain my feelings like I always have
Too proud and too stubborn to admit to myself
You're the only person who makes me realise
That I am a fool

Just the sound of you're name or a glance in the street
My stomach and mind go crazy in wonder
Why was I so stupid? Why didn't I carry things on?
I regret even meeting you

Spellbound by your smile, laughter and eyes
I've made you into this innocent angel
But I know you're not what you seem to be
That's exactly why I want you

Just like me we are not who we seem
We are the misunderstood
Two opposites on the same scale
Living in two different worlds

I am the gentle giant
Thought to be scary by all
You are my angel, my redemption
But you are the biggest torment of all