Tears well up in my eyes
Down goes my disguise
I'm open and exposed
But my heart must stay closed
I sit and stare off into space
Anything to get my mind away from this place
I try to stay a constant numb
But the pain still finds a way to come
I'm drowning inside an ocean
Of self hatred and loathing
Cause the girl that is me
Isn't the same girl you see
She's just the one i choose let show
But behind this mask you'll never know.
