You want me to close my eyes
so the flashbacks would start
so I can feel my pain in tears
so you can hear my shattering heart
you want me to stand beneath the full moon
to look up at the stars
to stop avoiding my fear
of myself breaking apart
I forbid myself to cry
when you're not worth it
I never had my heart broken
into tiny pieces so perfect
but you could have done better
cause my heart is still working
since you didn't destroy my spirit
I'm barely hurting
