No happy ending.

Standing on the edge of the Atlantic,
its pouring rain,
I'm screaming your name,
begging you to answer,
each breath i take brings in more tears,
I cant stand being a part from you,
we always have some huge boulders in our path,
though no matter what the world puts in front of us,
we have always seem to breeze past.
but this time it feels different,
worse,
like there will be no happy ending written out for us.

As my screams die down,
the wind plays a trick on me,
i thought i heard your velvet voice,
i fall down to my knees,
unable to stand the pain that wrenches in my chest.

The world falls silent,
wind can barley move my hair,
rain is no longer hiding the tears that fell from my eyes,
birds are sitting in the trees,
seems like their eyes are on me,
just then,
my phone received a message reading:
"It's over. The stress is to over powering."

With these few words,
I go numb, I no longer feel the pain in my chest,
my mind is a blank,
rain starts to fall,
thunder is now ringing in my ears,
and a quick flash of lighting echos the thunder,
with no words, no tears, no nothing,
I walk down the side of the ocean,
climb a cliff,
and with out a hesitation,
I step off the cliff,
watching the water get closer,
and the only thought I can manage to get,
is how wonderful the colour, and the smell of the water is.

Sept 30 2011.
NOTE: I'm gonna re-write this soon, in a 3rd person format. Seems that it might be better, but I still like it this way too.