I try to leave my past behind me
I have done that for years
About two weeks ago
I saw my friend who i used to go primary school with
It was great to see her and to catch up
But she didnt just bring the memories
she brought the pain the againe
Now i scream and cry it the darkness
When im asleep and when im awake
It hurts i can feel the same pain as i felt then
Its horrible, i feel like im slowly dying
Or already dead and in hell
The terrible things that happened to me
Seem like they only happened yesterday
I am truly broken
