I feel like you lied to me ..
like your never going be
hear for me ...
things are changing
your disappearing when
I'm bout to need you the most
what am i suppose to do now ..
I'm strong but not that strong
i need a shoulder just like you did ..
I'm always there for you but now i sit
in my room with nothing or no one to talk to ..
i stay awake hope to hear from you but it never happens every time my phone rigs or i get a text message i hope that it you but its never you anymore ..
as i rite this tears comes to my because I'm noticing that i don't come to your mind .. we used to be the best of friends you were my boyfriend now i don't even think were friends you say and do some hurt things to me but i stand by your side all the time .... i Love you too much to let you go I'm not physically nor mentally ready to let you goo I'm just looking for that one phone call that says
Babe i miss you .. i Love you so much that
word cant describe .. i want you to lay rite next
to me i wanna feel your warm body on mine
i wanna wake up next to you kiss you on your
lips so when you smile it warms my heart ....
but i don't understand why I'm waiting because its never going too happen :'(
