Slipping Away Slowly

Slipping away slowly

like the sands through a hour glass

sadness engulfs me as the seconds endlessly goes by

visions of what was enter my mind

of a once happy time

feeling your love

once you was glad I was yours and

you was mine.

Struggles yes we have had them

stress is full force

fights a plenty

nothing seems to go right

but I have never stopped loving you

or no matter what is happening being by your side

now I am shattered to pieces

with no one to turn too

no where to hide.

Your slipping away from me a little more each day

your mind and your heart somewhere else

with someone else and she is

getting the best of you

what use to be mine

I want to hold on tight to what I thought we had was true

you use to be there for me all the time

know its so sad but your gone

you give me the hollowed out you

no feelings

no love

no reaction

no life inside

no heart

I miss what you once was.

My hero

My strength

My Protector

My very best friend

My lover

My husband

I looked up to you

I gave you my all

till too many terrible things came our way

so many loved ones taken

I slipped into a deep depression

took you for granted

so sorry for that

can not go back

can go forward

but not without you

slowly slipping away.