Betrayed

9-23-11

Just when you think
That your life is good
Something terrible happens
Just like you thought it probably would.

Your best friend stabs you
And you feel like youre lost
So many thoughts spinning around
And so many lines have just been crossed.

Trust has just disappeared
And anger has now set in
Cant believe what Im hearing
About my only best friend.

How can I trust the words
That ever came out of your mouth
Doesn't matter now I presume
Because my compass is only pointing due South.

Nothing seems right
Not even the pictures on the wall
Was it all just a lie
Just so you can laugh when I fall.

Were you playing me
And using me for your own sake
Just hiding behind a wall
Built of guilt and not to mention fake.

I promised myself
That I never again would be used
Not just by guys
But by 'best friends' that abused.

I am too easily manipulated
And let myself in too far
I should know better by now
Just by all my past scars.

Will I ever learn
Or just keep getting hurt
Maybe I will never talk again
And avoid all this discomfort.