I GOT A FEELING DEEP INSIDE!!

I Got A Feeling Deep Inside!

by whitelady

Rated: E+ ( poetry ) | Report

I got a feeling deep inside of me

wanting to come out cause its tired of hiding

breaking free

wanting to Live

experience things I've never done before

swim in a ocean on a beautiful seashore

climb up to the tip of a majestic mountain

dance naked in the rain

make sweet love in a meadow of wild flowers

fall passionatly in Love again

with the man of my dreams

prayers are for the one I am already with

cause he is the only one I desire

I wish I could share all of these with him one day

thats the feeling I got inside.

I got a feeling Deep inside of me

cause I know dreams from reality

this will probably never come true

but without hope what am I suppose to do

do not want to give up on myself anymore

so the day will come when we go our seperate ways and I will walk out the door

never again will be part of your life

with that there will be no more agony and strife

no more sadness and pain

from the lies and your cheating ways

no more of our family life

what a messed up day that will be

with a destroyed marriage

a life time together

a ending

cause I was not what you wanted me to be

sorry I failed you so miserably

you have failed me too

I got a feeling deep inside

that one day this too shall pass

I pray we both find some happiness

I will never regret my time with you

the children we had and all we have shared

You will always be in my heart and soul

I will always love you no matter where I am or where I go

My wish is truly to mend this between us

to learn to have that peace and love we once had

to have you once again not just my Husband but my BEST FRIEND

but I am not gonna share you with anyone

so I guess we are done...

This is the feeling deep inside of me.