Today just was not my day..

Me and my best friend went to your house today, you were all over here. but you go out with my other best friend? i was in love with you, probably still am.. you've broken my heart so many times? when Ive given you so much.. why, why did you call her baby? have her on you, up against your door? you've never acted like this with her before.. was it just to hurt me? just to make me cry? also, why did you have to go even further, and hurt me.. physically, and emotionally.. you threw water and dirt all over me, hit me, and for what? to lose the best thing that could ever happen to you..?

you came over this same day with me, my best friend, and yours.. you took me into the corner.. and ripped off my shirt. thank god i got away quickly! i had no idea what was going on, or what could have happened next.. like a fool i stay, you kept touching me, grabbing and pulling me.. asking me what i wanted you to do.. when i kept being stubborn you yelled n hit me.. i wanted to cry, but stayed strong. i loved you, now i don't even know you. i want to just forget, n pretend it never happened. pretend d you didn't abuse and violate me. pretend you didn't break my heart, again..</3