My soul once wander on the side of light,
Gazing up the moon on an cloudless night.
But growing shadows finally took its toll,
Sealing my heart, leaving it as dark as coal.
But the end of times could no foresee,
This endless curse that'd been placed upon me.
A curse so powerful I've become forever cold,
Yet all I'm wanting is someone I can truly hold.
But for a lonely soul who is always feeling hate,
I despise true love, for I'm never accepting fate.
For no one understands my true feelings within,
To live such a life, that bellows in the wind.
Standing here thinking of nothing more but death,
Yet I ask myself why I'm taking another breath.
Battling myself in Hell from night to noon,
Wishing this tormented world could end soon.
But slowly as my true emotions reveals a tear,
I've come to understand it's something I must fear.
So why it it I desire the warmth of another.
To have this feeling called love, discover.
It's hard to seal away these bitter feelings of seclusion
Yet continuing to believe that true love is an illusion.
If someone could understand I would not despise,
But I only wished that someone could hear my cries.
