Transparent Pain

Black tears,
black eyes,
black heart,
black soul,
everything in disguise,
stuck in this black world.

A black world filled,
with pain,
with hurt,
with anger and evil.

She is an outcast
no longer important
with a transparent face,
skin pale and
never growing or aging,
a ghost who feels.

Her throat hurts,
for all the screaming,
trying to make her point
but no one understands,
stuck in transparent lands.

She is invisible
and no one understands her,
all the while crying herself to sleep,
always left to think,
she is different,
never belonging
and it's getting harder to sleep.

Alone
with few friends,
all so far away.

No one to hold her
and comfort her through the days.
Trying to hold thee agony inside
trying not to cry
as she fades away,
wondering
will she belong one day,
will she find what she's been searching for,
are her dreams for sure,
trying to hold on to life
as she slips away,
stuck in a world full of pain
she'll go insane,
everything inside
who will heal her pain.
Now a ghost hidden in
the shadows of day.