You cost me, my life. Constant pain. The pain you caused me, they aren't memories. They're scars. The sick, twisted memories of, you, your face, the pain you caused me. I did anything to make you happy. But you found a way tho get to me. The way you trear me, isn't right. For once, have you ever thought that everything you've done to me leads me to pain, and it makes me hate you more? You say not to give you bullshit, but what are you giving me? You treat me like shit for what? Sometimes I wish I could run away, from the pain you caused me. Everywhere I cry I wish I could take a razor blade and just slash myself with it. But I don't. I take the pain you've caused me and turn it into something else. Painful memories. Everything you've done to me in the past, still brings me nightmares. I cry myself to sleep, 'cause I remember. Just once would I love to say that it's your fault and yell and scream! I hate you so much I can't stand your shadow. I don't want to be in your shadow. Don't you think, just once, I would give anything to just punch and hit you?! My feelings don't matter to you. So why should I care about you? I put my feelings away. I cry and hurt myself, 'cause of you. Everything hurts. Every scar, cut, blood drop, tear, and emotion I have doesn't matter. 'Cause you left me with Painful Memories.
<3-For every person who, has been through pain, and can't find a way to cope. For you. You're not alone.-<3
