Im sorry baby

I'm sorry for everything I cannot take this pain anymore just knowing that your not mine, i hate this feeling i feel so lost with out you i can take a blade to my arm , and not feel a damn thing, a part of me wants to walk away and never look back. i don't think can take this this pain, much longer i think im going insane, do i walk away from you, before it gets much worse all this confussion going round and around in my head i feel like i just got hit by a train. I love you so much i was the one who stood by your side when everyone else walked away where was she when you was in jail i was the one who came and saw you every Saturday. But none of that matters anymore to you. You have made your chose you picked her over me time and time again . I gave you so many changes to make it work between us but you acted like i meant noting to you so i guess this is goodbye i will always love you no matter what I am sorry for everything