Used To Be By: Amber Stewart

Used To Be
Something I dream of being with
So much for the wishes on those late night stars

Used to Be
The guy I love better than everyone I ever knew of
I still do, am I stupid for this

Used To Be
The girl who would think about you 24/7
I still do, yeah I am stupid

Used To Be
The one to love unconditonally
I guess that is why

Used To Be
Waking up in early a.m., because my mind would not rest on you even if were both asleep.

Used To Be
Your Girl Forever
Right?

Used To Be
Worried about all things possible with you

Used To Be
Trying to help you ignore your friends w/ their gf's because I am nowhere to be seen.

Used To Be
In Love with you
You can't take that away

How do you leave a girl who loves you unconditionally and tells you it?

Used To Be
Thinking you are too good for me.
This I am unsure of

Used To Be
Feeling like their is someone else after that night you made a comment about me talking to other guys.

I am not that..stupid.

Used To Be
Crying when you haven't texted me or called when you said you would, and not replying.

Used To Be
Having clouds of you in classes.

Used To Be
Wanting to runaway to be in Washington's Prairie Hills.

Where you live.laugh. where your sex stories have taken place. nd where I am your first love.

Used To Be
Missing you when you were at work.

Used To Be
Picturing you in a snowboarding coat.

Used To Be
Writing out our deepest text conversations or things I adored that you would tell me.

Used To Be
Wondering if you think that distance will one day keep us apart for good.

Used To Be
Questioning if you think I am boring when you ask what am i doing and I say nothing, because I have nothing to do but think of you.

Used To Be
Picturing your smile in my head after seeing your facebook profile.

Used To Be
Laying in bed on a soaked pillow after our arguments.

Used To Be
Weak, but not too weak for you and me.

I Used To Be
Happy

Dedicated To: Chad Pattison
Written: Oct. 9, '11 (sun.)