How?? (Daddy's Girl)

You were suppose to always be there. You were the one who carried me.

The one who taught me, played with me, and embraced me.

So how could you...?

You were suppose to provide, protect and defend!

Not critique, complain, abuse and destroy!!!

You were suppose to be there!

I looked up to you!

I learned from you!

You used to lift me up, made me laugh, made me smile...

I loved you....

Now....I cant believe I almost followed you....

...How could you....?!

You monster! You killer! You murderer!!!!

Days passed. Months passed. Years passed...

Since those days....

You call; just to ask for info to get your check.

Birthdays went by, smiles tears and wishes flew by;

but where were you??....

Where were you?!

At home!

Our old home...the one we were taken from....the one you pushed us out of!

Where are you?!

In that same place,

Alone.

You were suppose to be there, teach me, love and embrace me.

So how could you?!?!?

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO US?!?!?!!?To me.....

I used to be....

Daddy's Little Girl....

Your "muneca".....

Remember!!!?

Now what have you left me.....

What have you left us?? Other than pain and memories that will scar lifetimes-

Nothing....

You were suppose to-.....How could you-.....

How??.....