Why can't I be pretty enough?
Why can't I be skinny enough?
Why can't I be good enough?
Why can't I fit his standards?
Why can't I be what he wants?
Why can't I have the things I want?
Why can't he see that I'm in love with him?
Why does he hurt me?
Why do I feel broken?
Why do I feel so much pain?
Why can't I be normal?
Why can't I be happy?
Why do I cry over someone who doesn't
even think twice about me?
Why do I think he cares so much?
Why doesn't he care enough?
Why can't we be together?
Will this last forever?
This pain and this hurt.
Why can't I just be what he wants?
All I ask myself is why?
What am I doing wrong to deserve this?
Why do I deserve this?
Do I even deserve what I'm going through?
I just want a smile that's not fake.
And a heart of steel no one can break. </3
