You"

And hearing the entire class repeat a word
That sounds just like yours
Made it real that you are not here
But it is something I no longer fear

I don't care where you are
What you are doing
Who you are doing
And what you are feeling.

Speaking to my sister
Who related the argument you both had
To me,
Made me realize that you

You as a person
You are made up of lies
Your face is a mask
Hiding your facade
Of what you really were here doing

Here to see if you could finally slip it in
But I didn't give in then
And I am not going to now
or ever.

You are nothing to me
And hearing your name
Made me realize that YOU never were
Maybe the person you were trying to be

Enticed and enveloped me
But that is not you.

When I think about you
I do not regret being with you

Maybe I regret falling for the facade
And all your sneakiness

But I will never regret
The first night I rolled
Extascy with you
And feeling fireworks set off at the touch of a hand

Because those were memories
and experiences I choose not to forget

But next time I choose someone to be with
I guarantee it wont be with someone like you.