Hello Dear

Hello dear
It's me again
The hand that writes
A pain that no one knows
The sorrow that fights
And always grows
I feel home calling me,
Calling me home
To the one I used to be
The place I used to own
Tears fall like the rain
And I only know
Cause of all this pain
That will always show
The hurt in me
The frown that keeps me
The way I can only be
The pain that takes me
Where do I go from here?
The place I've been
Why is it I fear?
The pain that will always win
Tearing me apart
Slowly eating away my heart
Eating me hollow
Like the pills I swallow
I want nothing but this
And all the loneliness
"Cause she the traveler
Meets the dread
Of I the wanderer
Now is dead"
Quoting fame
Just to make my name
Who have I become
No poem or rap to be sung
I'm broken in two
Dreaming of memories
Don't know what to do
But dream of you