I sit here alone
Staring at my phone
Gaining the courage to call you
Just out of the blue,
I want to hear your voice
Deep and true
I want to feel your warmth
There and comforting
I want to see your smile
Goofy and nervous
I want to feel your lips
Soft and warm
I want you
All of you
Again
But there comes a time
When reality catches up to me
I know I won't call you,
I know you won't answer
Because loving you is a day by day thing
I love you one day
Hate you the next
You smile is reassuring
Your presence is comforting
Your shoulder is comfortable.
I wish you would look at me like you did forever ago.
I miss the times when you actually looked at me
Not just through me.
Because I need you with me
