I conclude from your poems, that despite being talented, and despite having a great way of expressing your own pain and anger..

you are afraid of letting go, you do not dare moving on, u are not slave for ur emotions, u just are addicted to this hurt and struggling ..and to stay on this stage with this X person..know why ? cause u are a human being with a beating heart..we find it comf to stay stuck rather than making big moves and seeing things from new corners..

but u can be the change u crave once u are ready to admit and once u dare to!

ii love ur soo pure and direct side yaki..i love ur poems.. too many new ones..haha..iill keep an eye on the rest soon.
keep ,my words in mind