Risk Too Great

WOW
to my surprise,
there's a pang in my heart,
a strange feeling i feel,
can i realize what i've hiddin,
just to be frieds with you
and to never lose you?

This tears the walls of reality,
down to the ground,
did i hide this feeling,
for i thought and still think,
that you don't feel the same.

This comes to a surprise
as my mind wonders in confusion,
I was looking else where,
but this feeling dawns,
being there since the first day we meet.

I cannot feel this way,
it takes my breath away,
worse when i think something
bad has happened to you.

I must push this away,
I must not think it anymore,
I must not tell you for I...
I don't know how you feel,
and the risk is too great,
to lose you would end my life,
right where i stand,

I took the risk once before,
and you did not feel the same,
but to think that's changed,
it's insane.

I cannot feel this way,
it takes my breath away,
worse when i think something
bad has happened to you.

I must push this away,
I must not think it anymore,
the risk is too great,
to lose you would end my life.