Endless maze

My mind is puzzled
my mind is troubled,
stuck in an endless maze,
I am trapped by these walls,
forced to see my feelings,

I don't want to see,
I don't want to believe,
I don't want to feel,
I only want to smile
and be happy everyday,
not have to worry about someone else,
but it's a curse i cannot change.

I can't get you off my mind,
your like a tumor,
a switch i can't turn off,
forever in my brain,
the more i shove,
the more you stay.

This feeling is insane,
I miss you so much it's insane,
I feel so much it's insane,
this is all insane,
just go away,
can i not feel for just a second,
can i not be at peace

My mind is puzzled
my mind is troubled,
stuck in an endless maze,
I am trapped by these walls,
forced to see my feelings,

I don't want to see,
I don't want to believe,
I don't want to feel,
I only want to smile
and be happy everyday,
not have to worry about someone else,
but it's a curse i cannot change.

I am forced inside these walls
I don't want to see inside,
can't i just ingnore it like always,
I've done just fine
but each day without you,
it grows worse,
I need to shut this out
but i am trapped,
trapped forever in these walls
lost in the maze.