I was only five
When my dad had realized
That I can be the most saddest child in the world
And when I turned six
Depression and hatred had mixed
And my mom just knew that I'd be an unhappy girl
But I can't help myself
Pain overcomes me unhurriedly
I've always let it get to me
No one taught me not to
A broken heart; an upside down smile
Is all it takes for me to believe
That later in life, it'll just be me
Being miserable is all to do
Cause to me, why be happy
If pain consumes me anyways
I'd rather be gloomy everyday
Than be more sad when my happiness fades
