I feel like I am spinning out of control.
The life that I live,
is such a torment.
How can I go on......
when I am not happy with myself?
How can I hold onto something,
when it's already lost?
I feel like I am gone,
the world not noticing the pain.
The hurt that I feel.
How can I go on,
living with everyone,
who criticizes my every move?
I cannot breath with,
their eyes on me.
Spinning out of control,
is what is happening to me.
