I try to hold the tears back
And not let the pain show
But that doesn't seem to work
Cause somehow they know
They know that I'm in pain
They know that I'm ashamed
They seem to know everything
Except how I can be saved
I don't know why I think I can keep lying to myself
Torturing, abusing, keep reminding myself
Of how my mind is still stuck in the past
I keep on bringing up feelings that didn't last
And people who never really cared
I'll always remember that life isn't fair
Because at the end of the day no one will be there
I'd do anything to be anywhere but here
