Falling Apart

Falling apart,
the pain increasing every second,
tears pouring out my eyes,
I'm withering away,
slowly dying inside,
why did I have to mess up.

Finally found someone amazing,
a guy who makes me truly happy,
my soul mate, my happy ever after,
you mean the world to me baby boy,
don't give up & let go.

Beating myself up,
I can't believe i messed up,
hurt your feelings, broke your heart,
I deserve every ounce of pain i feel,
I'm trying to make it right,
to ease the pain,
why can't you see we belong together.

Drinking myself slowly to death,
I only want whats best for you,
be with me, were make it together,
stop pushing yourself away, you messed up,
so did I, it wouldn't be this way If
It wasn't for me.

Falling apart,
I'm slowly dying inside,
trying to make everything right,
i forgive you for everything,
lets wipe the slate clean,
look into each others eyes,
say i love you,
& keep moving forward together.