Callobartion with my Godsister.

Standing in the rain while the pain starts to go away.
Its always ok.
Why is the sky so dark and gray?
Because the pain made life slip away.
I dont feel like me. I feel like someone who's sad & depressed.
Because you are. Its horriable to lose someone you never had.
The sun shines but its still raining.
The rain pours harder. Sunlight fades.
It begins to become darker.
The cold water hits my face.
Not caring anymore. Theres no point.
There never was.
Turning away because I cant look at you.
Dont look at me. Im ashamed. To even look in the mirror.