Loves Reflection

My heart is on pause
as my mind carries on,
It sucks to just sit
hoping and waiting
for the day to finally come

My heart is on pause
as my mind carries on
fears and doubts settle near
and the gut feeling I feel

I think so much each day
and with you it's great
but I can feel me pulling away
I'm scared

My heart is on pause
as my mind carries on
and this is killing me inside
as I begin to cry
I just wanna fade

I wanna slip away
into the dark
to my secret place
to just figure this out

I wanna run
far away
away from my doubts
away from my fears
away from my thoughts
away from what I feel

Into the autumn nights
icy cold breeze
freezing my tears
and autumn colors swirl

She shimmers in the moons
luminous glow
and in her eyes the stars
sparkle and glisten aglow,
with her heart on pause
her mind carries on.