Slit

The feeling of the knife slitting my wrist,
all the pain it feels good but hurts at the same time.
Why do I do it if it hurts so bad?
I do not know and i doubt I ever will.
1, 2, 3 three more slits,
down there on my wrists.
The pain isn't leaving this time.
It's here to stay.
It's the secret no one knows.
Theres the blood once again,
its a daily thing.
My own drug that I'm addicted to,
but this can kill faster and more,
painfully if you do it right.