When I first met you,
I had no idea,
You'd mean so much to me,
And I had no idea that,
I'd fall in love with you.
When you first talked to me,
I was glad,
Because you made me laugh,
For what felt like the first time in months,
Though I never knew,
I'd soon depend on you for my happiness.
When you first told me you liked me,
I was surprised,
Because how could you like me?
I had shaken my head and smiled at you,
Not knowing that, soon enough, I'd like you too.
When you first held my hand,
I'd felt butterflies in my stomach,
But I'd thought it was innocent,
Thought it'd never go further than that.
When you first told me you loved me,
I was touched,
But knew you didn't really mean it,
Knew that it was nothing more than an infatuation,
But even knowing this,
Did not stop me from falling in love with you myself.
And when you found out,
I wasn't as special as you thought,
You broke my heart,
And tossed me aside,
Like I was a nothing,
And now as I pick up the pieces,
Of my newly broken heart,
I began to wish,
I could've known everything that you'd put me through,
Right From The Start.
