I appreciate people telling me to keep my head up
But it seems to hard
I will never be able to forget this death
Raymond was so special to me
He was my first boyfriend
And we went out on and off for 3 years
I understand that everyone was put on earth to die
But I dont understand why beautiful peopel die at such a young age
I know he was a gang banger
But he was so nice
Yeah he had pride
And thats why he died
But I just can't go on
I cry every day
Wondering what it would be like if he was still here
I pray to god ever night that he would just return
But nothing in the world could bring him back
Then I wonder if I would of died
Would he had went to my funeral..???
Its all the questions that will NEVER be answered that wont let me go on.
