Those last two stanzas really pull this together in a heartbreaking and tragic way. Forgive for you so you don't allow the heartbreak and evil to live rent free in your head. We're all here for you if you need it. Poetry wise, this was incredibly emotional and very strong. ;)

I know this is a personal poem, so it's nice to see you putting all your heart into it. Some people in life certainly do surprise you unfortunately in ways you'd never imagine. I'm sure with time this pain and confusion will cease. I wish you all the best, hope things get sorted out soon. I know what you're going through must be a tough pill to swallow. You'll be fine, keep your chin up!

That was so heart-wrenching. The last stanzas painted a frown on my face, I could feel your pain. Very well-written.