It's my turn to be angry

Use me to get off your anger,
I'll keep my hurting inside,
Continue to blame me,
For everything in your life.

Ya, call me selfish after that,
Tell me I never think of others,
But look at you,
Your mirror must be broken or something.

Ya,
I'm there when you get angry or hurt,
Just hurt me with your words,
I promise you,
You will win,
I'll act so destroyed and ashamed.

But I'm getting tired of this game,
Tired off being screamed at,
You are starting to actually hurt me,
So I want this to stop.

I deserve more than someone who tells me that I'm mean,
That I'm selfish,
That I'm stupid,
And that I'm useless.

I already know it,
You don't need to remind me,
But continue,
To break my self-esteem.

As if YOU could tell me that,
When I was young I would always come to you,
But now every time I try to talk to you,
You say that I'm just a stupid teenager.

You say I don't know what stress is,
You say I don't know what real problems are,
You say I'm too young to understand,
Well guess what?
You're the one who thinks she is superior,
You're the one that makes everyone's life miserable when you had a bad day,
You're the one who says she is always perfect,
And you're the one who says we only do mistakes.

Isn't you role to help us through life?
You're not doing that, you're just getting it worst,
Isn't your role to support us?
You're not doing that, you're bringing us down.

I'm getting tired of being the used one,
But I am the oldest so go ahead,
I'll take it so my brothers will stay the same,
I don't want you to hurt them like you hurt me.

But can't you say something positive,
Like when I'll get a good grade?
No, you think that it's easy and that I don't deserve a congratulation,
But when you do something and I forget to congratulate you,
It's the end of the world.

I get good grades,
I don't do drugs,
I am good in dance,
I do my chores.

But you always seem to find a mistake.

So guess what?
You want a perfect girl?
You'll have her,
But be ready,
You will really miss the real one.

I think there is a lesson in life you forgot to learn,
Everyone makes mistakes,
Even you,
My perfect mom.