I'm so sorry

I'm sorry

It's my fault,
I was the one,
Who taught you the bad things you did,
Now everyone hates you.

At first I blamed you,
And I hated you,
But today I realize,
It was all my fault.

So sorry for all I did,
Sorry to have blamed you,
But now I will try to repair it,
With all that I've got.

No one knows this,
They all think I hate you,
But now I understand,
I was the one to destroy you.

You have no idea how guilty,
I feel right now,
I pretty much destroyed your life,
And I'm not proud of it.

So now I will do everything,
To try and repare it all,
You'll never know,
How sorry I am right now.

I know I already said,
That I don't apologize to you anymore,
But I think now you deserve it,
With all the bad I've done.

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Today I feel sad,

I destroyed someone,

How could I?

I never felt so guilty.

I'm so sorry,

This time I mean it,

People can be so mean,

They don't understand.

Everyone thinks it's your own fault,

Except for me,

Because I know,

I was the one who did all this mess.

Everyone hates you now,

Because of me,

In three weeks,

I completely destroyed someone's social life,

I destroyed his reputation.

The worst is that it was subconscious,

I didn't even know what I was doing.

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Rereading this poem again,
And something is wrong,
The situation again changed,
Now I hate you more than ever.

When you are in the same room as me,
I know it and I get angry,
When you talk to me,
My whole body shivers of hate.

But you simply ignore those signs,
Even if I tell you to back off,
You continue to ignore that I hate you,
So when I<ll get tired of that game...

Watch out,
Because I will be mean,
I will hurt you,
And I will crush the little peace of heart you still have.