Six Days

The phone starts ringing,
her heart beating out of control,
hoping its him,
looking down at the screen,
tears filling up her eyes,
six days with nothing from him.

I need him to try is what she thinks,
refusing to email him, contact him,
knowing shes done everything she could,
its his turn now,
knowing if he truly loves her,
he won't let her walk out of his life.

Praying to god every night,
trying to keep her thoughts positive,
to believe in the love they have,
reminding herself everything will work out,
but questioning in the back of her mind,
will it really?

No new emails, no missed calls,
ponders whats going through his head,
needing him to open his stubborn eyes to
realize how hard shes trying, how much
she loves him,
beating herself up for screwing this up,
when knowing shes been the only one trying.

Six days with nothing,
who knows how much longer
this can continue on,
if he loves me why can't he contact me
she starts to think everyday,
trying to remain strong,
she can't let this bother her,
knowing if things don't work out,
at least she can say I tried.