Dream Man [pt 5]

To dream of wanting,
is to dream of great disappointment.
To dream of love,
is to dream of fairy tales.
To dream of the perfect someone
is to dream a lie.
So now when I go to bed at night,
I no longer dream of a man
who could hold me at night.
I no longer dream of someone
who would be at my side.
I no longer dream of
a man that would never be true.
At night I fall asleep
with hopes that
I am not the dream girl
that haunts him at night,
but the as the girl he fell in love with,
without the help of a simple dream.